My Last post was about 2 months ago didnt notice how fast time flies. Everyone's going into army and i'm still awaiting my turn. Anyway i dont mind the wait though cause i asked for it and im happy i got into ndu for those who didnt know. Quite fortunate i would say i had to go through a test and re-test on the medical part and people don't always get through from what i heard if it's with regards to medical issues. I did the pressure test the first time and i experienced an intolerable sting on my face and i went to google and all it's due to my sinus so the second time before i went i took some medication to clear any blockage from what i read and it worked like a charm but it's suppose to be used on a short term, so still im going to get it check today and see what the doctor says. Pretty grateful i would say be it good or bad so i just hope god can make everything right for me cure my sinus and hope the rest works!
So currently im just enjoying myself mostly, heading out chilling with couple of friends though most would be in by my next post preparing or at least trying to for my enlistment, doing small jobs and all. Anyway i've got much figured out in this period of time knowing what i want planning for the future which is about 5 years from now? like what i'm supposed to do where im headed well that's what the abundance of time im given to be use for isnt it? i believe in every plan that god has plan there is another plan(it's NOT from Inception though it's a great show) like the people he arrange for us to meet there's a purpose it's just whether u stumble upon it or if u're at the right point of time the person will unveil to u your path or give u your 'key' to unlock doors. On a seperate note the other day my boss was telling me "God's kingdom is of great abundance mah so to give u a million dollar is of no problem but then ah he cant just drop it right down from the sky in front of ur face right? cause that would be illegal right? if the government finds out then tax and all how? So he will probably put it in a maze like collecting points in games in the grand total u accumulate approximately that much worth?" it's just that i find that somehow applicable to me not the million dollars but the people around the new the old directing me to my destination. He's one of the directions that helped made up my mind on where and how to get to where i want yet he doesn't know.
Just never been happier before to have lovely people all around after eliminating out those who are not as worthy to share the love as well, to know what i want, to do what i want, to get what i want. In everything these days for instance with tabby there's swells sometimes bigger sometimes smaller ones every now and then but hey i know everything is better or is headed for the best. Just wana take this post to also thank my sweetest dearest girl for the advise love concern and many other things she showered and shared with me which helps me through everything unload any burden off my mind. Hang on to us believing in us even though we nearly ended. It's true and i think without you most things that im having now would be seen of smaller purpose smaller happiness. Thanks love.
