Going in circles.
I've been so lazy to blog lately i don't know y? when i can play typing maniac for awhile when im bored sometimes. So anyway this few weeks have been crazy but still the usuals. Drinks more drinks and club. I'm coughing like a dog now but i couldnt care less, cause i just came back from forbidden city, had some drinks met some new people, Nicky's birthday ended there. Feels like ive been chasing my own tail these days, going round and round. I have no destination no goals no worries. And it's not good really. I dont know what I want I cant figure anything out. I think i just need some time sit back relax and finish up whatever i have left off in all aspects. There's so many things i wana accomplish yet so little time due to NS, though i know it's still half year away from now but still...... So i realised from meeting new people making new friends all good people, you get to learn more about the bigger world thats out there, not only your tiny social circle and worst of all in some cases your few pathetic fake friends that you actually believe that they will be there for you when they're not because they arent truly your friends to begin with. (yea its true some people are seriously that dumb not to realise.) Apart from all of these i have a little note. How i learn that even people close to you can be so devious coming behind u to sneak on u. And they thought they are safe and everyone knows nothing, but i guess everyone's being watched by someone. Even the closest people would want to hurt you in some ways they didnt think they would. Whatever it is you can go s*ck on it cause i don't need you.
