shinedown - second chance


it's going 5 am and im still up cause i havent been sleeping normally throughout this holiday which is also equals to not sleeping before dawn break. The two months holiday's gonna be over in no time, come to think of it there's nothing much ive done everyday's the same as today yesterday and tomorrow. So many things to get to but im not sure where to start, aunt's looking for a piano teacher for me cause her kids are learning and she so happen to have contacts so we are still comparing and looking, havent enrol for bike since i've said 10 years ago, need a job but im quite picky i would say so i end up jobless yet again but i'll keep looking still, call the ME director because ive been thrown into another class doing some design stuff which i dont really mind compared to robotics but i dont know more than one person in that class and i dont intend on making friends with the rest because i dont think it would be easy to communicate partly due to the fact that they are foreigners dont get me wrong i dont dislike them its just different frequency and i dont understand y isit so unfair that aaron meng and wx gets to be in the same class whereas im thrown into the furnace damn! they asked me to try opting over too i hope tt happens though like i said they are doing freakkin robotics but yea beats being in a class filled with funny( i wouldnt say weird cause its rude) people. There's problem with enrolling my IS module i have no idea y and im so planning to check too seems like everything is going in the wrong way and the whole system is screwed and i happen to be in this s*** to have to do everything myself through all the appropriate channels which is bad cause its damn troublesome. Tomorrow i'll probably wake up at 5+ ? and its Lester's birthday celebration and he expects me to be there but cal and i promised aloy to have mahjong so guess i just have to rush down and join him after hopefully not to drink for his 21st and that he wouldnt be mad at me. And theres so much coming to brood cause they are planning a trip to perth and im in a huge dilemma cause theres alot involving i really wana go but cash cal and last min is always bad worst part an answer in three days so we'll just see as it goes hopefully i can make it then at least theres something else to look forward to in june and i believe its gonna be a blast!
Oh fyi i just got my hair cut short so i dont look so messy i guess, as i did.


your deepest darkest secret hides in you, but it haunts you, eats you up slowly on the inside and the only right thing to do is to destroy it.

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