Do you know how it feels like to have your heart enclosed in a timebomb? Feeling like its waiting to explode with every tick of the second hand movement, yet you are grasping for air to survive hoping that everything would be alright and that everything would disappear once u open up your eyes. You can't stop it yet you're pumping blood to all parts of your body just to keep yourself alive, but once your time is up everything blows and same for you. Just tell me u want me by your side and not put me to detonate like this. Because every moment i'm living with, is a fight i put up, just to win u close to me, to myself and nobody else. God himself is selfish he wants us to love him and only soley believe in him because he is the truth and same goes for us man made in his form. Because we are hungry for the love that we crave and soley wants it for ourselves, we'll never risk or exchange anything for it. Like a fence build up surrounding the lambs to protect them from any dangers or predators for the fear of losing them. Now if you wana knock this side of the wall down it's alright, because you're already living in this very same house we build.




dont shoot me down