sweetest surrender.

Thanks for being sucha sweetie pie for making my celebration such a beautiful and memorable one it's perfect! love you!
so one in a million you are baby you're the best i ever had. @tabbsbb

Being in love doesn't always mean that u'll have to be together forever. It just means that wherever you may be or no matter what happens our hearts are still linked as one.

time now is 1:37 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

just realized how long ive been using blogspot wtf man hardcore supporter or what?! everyone changed from live journal to tumblr and all that sh*t and im still here. well it's partly because im an IT idiot and i know nuts about creating a new blog but the biggest part of it all is that of my memories it lies with this page most of it and if u realized it's been you, you right from the start.

time now is 6:11 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

My Last post was about 2 months ago didnt notice how fast time flies. Everyone's going into army and i'm still awaiting my turn. Anyway i dont mind the wait though cause i asked for it and im happy i got into ndu for those who didnt know. Quite fortunate i would say i had to go through a test and re-test on the medical part and people don't always get through from what i heard if it's with regards to medical issues. I did the pressure test the first time and i experienced an intolerable sting on my face and i went to google and all it's due to my sinus so the second time before i went i took some medication to clear any blockage from what i read and it worked like a charm but it's suppose to be used on a short term, so still im going to get it check today and see what the doctor says. Pretty grateful i would say be it good or bad so i just hope god can make everything right for me cure my sinus and hope the rest works!

So currently im just enjoying myself mostly, heading out chilling with couple of friends though most would be in by my next post preparing or at least trying to for my enlistment, doing small jobs and all. Anyway i've got much figured out in this period of time knowing what i want planning for the future which is about 5 years from now? like what i'm supposed to do where im headed well that's what the abundance of time im given to be use for isnt it? i believe in every plan that god has plan there is another plan(it's NOT from Inception though it's a great show) like the people he arrange for us to meet there's a purpose it's just whether u stumble upon it or if u're at the right point of time the person will unveil to u your path or give u your 'key' to unlock doors. On a seperate note the other day my boss was telling me "God's kingdom is of great abundance mah so to give u a million dollar is of no problem but then ah he cant just drop it right down from the sky in front of ur face right? cause that would be illegal right? if the government finds out then tax and all how? So he will probably put it in a maze like collecting points in games in the grand total u accumulate approximately that much worth?" it's just that i find that somehow applicable to me not the million dollars but the people around the new the old directing me to my destination. He's one of the directions that helped made up my mind on where and how to get to where i want yet he doesn't know.

Just never been happier before to have lovely people all around after eliminating out those who are not as worthy to share the love as well, to know what i want, to do what i want, to get what i want. In everything these days for instance with tabby there's swells sometimes bigger sometimes smaller ones every now and then but hey i know everything is better or is headed for the best. Just wana take this post to also thank my sweetest dearest girl for the advise love concern and many other things she showered and shared with me which helps me through everything unload any burden off my mind. Hang on to us believing in us even though we nearly ended. It's true and i think without you most things that im having now would be seen of smaller purpose smaller happiness. Thanks love.

time now is 10:29 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

sandwiched middle center in-between. These are the few words when you are caught between difficult situations eg. friends, people and people, ham & bread

if only there's no hate but then again there would be no love.

time now is 7:01 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

King:
"My words fly up, my thoughts remain below: Words without thoughts never to heaven go."

Hamlet (III, iii, 100-103)

Timbaland - Marching on

In this time of uncertainty. i pray; for your answer.

time now is 5:02 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

im not a christian but i believe in god and many other things. when you came into my life i taught and showed you things according to you(haha) but likewise i've learned alot from you. Throughout this relationship i know how much you love me because you do show me in so many ways that even i sometimes can not fathom or think that you would but yet you proved me wrong. even in our darkest hour that i always use my words to hurt you because of the evil me that i m, you stayed by my side and come back to me. There are many out there that doesnt understand this love that we have but i dont care because i know this is the start of something big. i want you to be happy and i know i'm capable of it just wait and see. i thank you for being everything that you are and everything that i want. you'll always be the best thing that has ever happened to me.

greatness is not about doing big things, it's about small little things making big impact.

im a believer and the reason is because you live.

time now is 4:31 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

It's been a really long time since i've last blogged about something according to the date of my previous post. Well it's not dead case anyone's wondering but i just needed to spill my heart on a piece of paper but i've decided to save the trees so here i am, same old same old. Working currently at AC nelson it's a marketing survey company good enough to get by and waiting to enter army which is pretty soon Aug03 SPF(Singapore Police Force). Though i'm appealing for a change into navy or army but well we'll see as it goes, worst to worst i'll just rant on my next post when i book out.
Cheers

This time round I think I deserve something better than a lie. It's as if right from the start, everything was planned to fail because of the clandestine choices u make and what made u. I feel in a way cheated? We were both so smooth sailing at start like I've always imagined it to be and if there's anything we could always have it ironed out because we both have a common understanding and we never fail to be fine after a day angry or two, but this time it's different. u can't even make up your mind though u claimed u had, all your actions seems to be colliding with your words. If u are that obedient to do what u were told to to stay away y can't u be that obedient when it comes to other stuffs? I must admit that I've not given u my 100% but at least I kept no lies between us and I don't betray your trust time and again. Yes we said to not look back and talk about the past but how many times have i forgave u with regards to similar incidents? See, the thing about trust is that it's earned not given and after each time it seems to be so routine. Does that mean that u can be never trusted? I'm not saying that being forgiving is that all great and yes i do know that i'm revengeful and probably over-reacting to some but because the way u seem to treat it so lightly to have it repeated time and again just makes me feel that i cant take this down so easily i'm sensitive and worst over issues like these that ive mentioned and you do know that, and the consequences that comes with it but still you went ahead to doom us. I don't think of u like the way u doubt me with your mentality and actions when it should rightfully be the other way. I don't expect everything from u when I don't fulfill all my parts like u do. These are the fundamentals of a relationship. I'm not laying everything out because I wana tell u or the world hey who's right or wrong because we both have that answer inside our hearts and I think it's suffice. And please don't tell me how much u love me when u can't even show me that u are willing to go through anything to want me back. Yes u might be vulnerable now but you're not useless, love gives us strength and don't tell me u can't do nothing about it or tried your best because this is nothing. If u think having all your friends by u and some other random people to make your day by day and that's your true definition of being happy i wish you well because mine consist everything more than that. On a final note i would like to add that i'm utterly disappointed to come this far after so long to have your mistakes repeated.
So much for betraying the trust of the person u claim to have trust most in your life.

There's no 4 elements only 3.
Love faith and trust

time now is 11:50 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

they told me to take good care of my eyes because they are windows to the world and i think they are half right because the other part is that my world lies in your eyes.

time now is 12:16 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

this blog is pretty much dead, i dont know y i didnt bother to close it down.
though i feel this page is as of a thinking space, a reflective journal, a memory stash,
a blank wall whereby i splash my paint on, to vent my anger and frustrations.

And we dont know why they led us high and dry,
And we dont know why they choose to say or do things to hurt people whom have done them no harm,
And we dont know why they claim that they're your closest people yet give you sh!t everytime,
And we dont know why they can be so happy when they know deep down tt yr upset with them,
And we dont know why they always live their life as if its made up of lies.
And we dont know who they really are.

time now is 12:17 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

i dont know how to go about this seriously, im v clueless. if i should stand my ground or go, tell me what it is that you want and that i'll be. i'll be anything.

in my dreams i saw you looked at me when i was looking at you, you smiled and that's the most beautiful face i've live to see.

time now is 1:18 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

i swear yr so cute, and i think im falling for you. how?

time now is 8:30 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

and they say i live like a wanderer,
living never with a care and taking nothing much too serious.
never staying in a place or thing for more than two seasons
here comes autumn then winter and im off to another.
it's every time i see something and i would thought it might last forever,
i would sing a song play along, hoping this might help keep it just a little longer;
but just suddenly everything inside dies and forever seems much shorten.

crazier

time now is 9:03 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

This holiday is awesome though ive fyp which i didnt really attend cause i never gotten up on time. Last week we went KL the trip was really good we had good food every meal, bought cheap good stuffs, dyed our hair ourselves, clubbed and had hell lot of fun though it's only KL. My 21st is coming in a mth time and i still have no idea of what im gonna do though we've sorta planned to go somewhere near maybe bkk or smth i think. Getting to know so many new people, though i might have actually neglected some of my old friends which is bad so im trying my best to catch up a little here and there with the rest, also not forgetting about seeing the true colors of some other after all these while, pretending to be all good and in the end stab u right in the back. yea u might think i dont know any of these but guess what i actually do. (:
everything seems so wonderful, like a colorful piece of art work.

i need you cause;
somehow,
u seized my heart.

time now is 5:54 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Anchoring the core of the local night-life nucleus at Liang Court , Clarke Quay ,and with an estimated renovation cost of over $5 million dollars , Social House ,arguably the most sophisticated and architecturally profound mega club in Singapore was constructed.

Promising unrivaled decor , Social House boasts an immense capacity to thrill and entertain
with its main room spinning the hottest RnB hits and its second room , Bubble Bubble playing electrifyingly good House music. Social House , also the largest indoor club in Singapore boasts seven private entertainment rooms designed to capture a sense of luxury and refined style , each room equipped with wireless Internet connection, karaoke facilities and three 40-inch flat screen TVs.

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Scarlet Entertainment meets Social House again at the end of this month to bring you another groundbreaking Tokyo themed party.

Scarlet Entertaiment Presents
Scarlet ( Shibuya ) at Social House 28th August 2009 FRIDAY !!!!

Cover : $20 ( with one standard drink )

Sounds : DJ Bernard

Payment information: Cash, all major credit cards.

Location: Liang Court . Clarke Quay

Clientele/Age Group: 18

Attire: Dress to impress. No hats, white t-shirts, tank tops, baggy pants, shorts, sandals, flip flops, white tennis shoes, athletic or gym wear of any type.

Occupancy: 1000

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Reservations: Available for VIP tables and booths.

Seating: Yes, general admission and VIP.

Come! go directly to bulletsnpistols.livejournal.com and comment. see you there!

time now is 2:09 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

last night, went for poker over zd's, joe brought his new set of chips which he bought for crazy 90 bucks. it was pretty fun though i lost 120 $, at first took me all the way till 2pm to recoup till my lost was only like 20? oh anyway we started since midnight so it's freakking crazy. went home to bum then got up not long after for bridget's birthday dinner at vivo. once again the food isn't any good. was supposed to join them for desaru yesterday(so sorry again bridget if yr reading this) but my stupid passport went mia last min and we searched till like 5 in the morning but eventually i gave up and ask them to run along while i go to sleep. remembering the last time i left it on my table but i cant seem to find it anywhere in the house i ransacked the whole place 5 times! i so hope i dont have to go through all the troubles and payment for the stupid penalty i heard there's one for losing it anyway. i need it so baddd cause the ticket price have been rising day by day and ive gotta get it asap if i still wana go on a holiday. so anyway ive seemed to lost all mood to go to school besides debarment period's over i guess? i've been skipping pretty much, today's public hol's, tmr im supposed to have my extra module but it ended so im free still thinking if i should skip wed to make this weekend last a little longer. Lastly im so tired but i dont know y i just cant seem to fall asleep.

sweetheart, now tell me what's it gonna take to make u mine?

time now is 4:26 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

between the trees - darlin'

supper!!!

i dont know where i'm heading, but u just drive me crazy.
staring into those deep set eyes of yours and the world's in another world.
going against the crowd, definitely not the most popular decision,
you're the one that stopped me.
i don't know what i needed, maybe a name and a number.
but what's my pickup line again? ok im so nervous i have them all forgotten.
you said hi and i melted.
maybe its not the finale, but someday jus someday.

time now is 2:09 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Going in circles.

I've been so lazy to blog lately i don't know y? when i can play typing maniac for awhile when im bored sometimes. So anyway this few weeks have been crazy but still the usuals. Drinks more drinks and club. I'm coughing like a dog now but i couldnt care less, cause i just came back from forbidden city, had some drinks met some new people, Nicky's birthday ended there. Feels like ive been chasing my own tail these days, going round and round. I have no destination no goals no worries. And it's not good really. I dont know what I want I cant figure anything out. I think i just need some time sit back relax and finish up whatever i have left off in all aspects. There's so many things i wana accomplish yet so little time due to NS, though i know it's still half year away from now but still...... So i realised from meeting new people making new friends all good people, you get to learn more about the bigger world thats out there, not only your tiny social circle and worst of all in some cases your few pathetic fake friends that you actually believe that they will be there for you when they're not because they arent truly your friends to begin with. (yea its true some people are seriously that dumb not to realise.) Apart from all of these i have a little note. How i learn that even people close to you can be so devious coming behind u to sneak on u. And they thought they are safe and everyone knows nothing, but i guess everyone's being watched by someone. Even the closest people would want to hurt you in some ways they didnt think they would. Whatever it is you can go s*ck on it cause i don't need you.

time now is 2:02 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

james morrison - please dont stop the rain

For tonight, i just wana say that i really love my friends alot whether all of you know it or not.

hearts collide , fireworks in the sky.

time now is 2:22 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

twenty one guns - greenday

i wan all of this to last for as long as it can. no sorrows only joy only good times good booze good friends good people good food and more good people.

which is worst, to lose yourself or find a devil living within you.

time now is 11:30 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

oh booze please go away.

time now is 4:42 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

i so shouldnt still be here, everyone's gone overseas on a holiday and i was supposed to go too this s*ck! its not that it's that bad here but i love holidays! elsewhere out of here definitely! cause its damn boring, everyday's so routine wake up eat gym club drinks swim online sleep everyday's about the same and even if it wasn't there's nowhere much to go or that could interest me to go to. Anyway ive enrolled for my bike and hopefully i wouldnt be too lazy to start on the lessons soon but traveling back and forth to bbdc going there with a stupid helmet going there after being so run over by 8-5 classes so not cool anyway my panel 2 presentation for my fyp is due the 2nd week after school reopens and im not sure what the heck is going on, me and my group members havent started how great is that hopefully we wont have to slap ourselves and finish by the end of next week which is quite impossible. So anyway the hol's ending already i cant wait for school to start, ok i dont know which do i want more a longer holiday or the reopening of the school. Today we are heading to town for kelvin's 20th advance birthday celebration, dining there and i dont know what else after that but i should be bumping at a club or something haven't figured which.So, for those who still didnt know. the king of pop michael jackson just passed away, it's quite a shock cause he's still not that old and if i didnt remembered wrongly 3 weeks away from his last concert that was sold out within an hour the news was out. i so thought my friend was kidding when she texted me.

Do not question the final fate god holds cause no one escapes the grims of death when the time comes.

time now is 5:38 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

smells like holiday.

we went batam for the sun, its damn good very serene and light. Everything's going at a very slow place just like the country side. We did knee and wake boarding, it's my first time there doing this cable ski there's one over Ecp though but the price is really slaughtering. So anyway for a first timer though all these seemed pretty simple just holding on to the handle following the cable passing through some obstacles some mini hops and stuns it's damn tough especially for wakeboarding the lift off took me quite awhile cause u needed stabilize position yourself control ur pull and everything to do a proper lift off kept falling flat and backwards at first then with more practice we did better. Its really fun and pretty cheap i would say they charge like 90 bucks for everything including lunch though it's nt to my liking, i would recommend most of you to head there give it a shot cause its really worth it if u have never tried cable skiing or even if u did the rates there is absolutely attractive. Didnt manage to sleep the night before i went there so i was almost knocked out doing all that exercise, once we stopped at the ferry terminal we loaded on booze and ciggies cause its dirt cheap i would say. After i came back went home to take a short rest changed then head down to zouk, saw quite a number of people i know of and the night was pretty happening i would say. For now im too tired to blog any further gotta head to bed now still a long day tomorrow.

live the future

time now is 2:36 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

cableskiiiiiii, sun !!! here i come!!! lets go lets go, lets go lets go.

drinks, smoke rings, butterflies; living the life.

time now is 7:16 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

HELL OF A NIGHT!!

Vivica Fox

A great figure or physique is nice, but it's self-confidence that makes someone really sexy.

time now is 6:11 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

and they say everyday's a new day. survived the past, live the future.

welcome to my life

time now is 12:03 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

BRING SOME BALLS.

and for the record you don't know sh*t to being with, so dont act like u know cause i wasn't. (:

time now is 2:27 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Thanks for showing me the way, i know exactly where to head now cause she used to be the girl that's worth everything, now i realize nothing. It's stupid to sometimes not be able to see everything so clearly when you're in the picture, but im so glad to know tt people out there still care still love and still have my back. Yesterday was quite a bomb everything happened, the good and bad. Such an irony, the people i'm with, the people i saw, the people i spoke to. her friends, her 'enemies', new people, better people its like everything's coming together as one, million pieces of puzzles forming a picture, it's telling me something and now i know what it is. But whatever it is she's trying to show me it's a huge disappointment cause i think she deserves much better than what i see what i know.

PS: it's hilarious yet sympathetic

you are right there's nothing u can do, that's how it feels like.
fyi u made me

time now is 2:26 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

what a lonesome world.

time now is 11:01 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

James morrison feat Nelly furtado - broken strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything
When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again.

we did so many things just to make ourselves remember yet do so many things to make ourselves forget, we try so hard to make things work yet it always backfires back on us. we always thing we have what we want in life till something big goes missing and all we're left is loneliness in our hearts. And in splits of seconds everything could be changed forever.

love like childhood fairy tales both dont exist.

time now is 4:25 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Katy perry - thinking of you

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

time now is 7:43 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

state of confusion.

time now is 1:04 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

take a plunge into the deep, run into a brick wall, falling off the cliff, jump a plane spread ur wings and pretend to fly, dash across the highway. Do anything you want, just be happy.

time now is 1:31 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Kevin Rudolf ft. Rick Ross - Welcome to the World

do we sometimes get lost in the dark or do we find our way back through the dark?
do we find what u seek, or do we seek what we find?
tame the demon, seek resurrection. is this that simple?

being dangerous is the most safety anyone can search for.

time now is 1:19 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

shinedown - second chance

it's going 5 am and im still up cause i havent been sleeping normally throughout this holiday which is also equals to not sleeping before dawn break. The two months holiday's gonna be over in no time, come to think of it there's nothing much ive done everyday's the same as today yesterday and tomorrow. So many things to get to but im not sure where to start, aunt's looking for a piano teacher for me cause her kids are learning and she so happen to have contacts so we are still comparing and looking, havent enrol for bike since i've said 10 years ago, need a job but im quite picky i would say so i end up jobless yet again but i'll keep looking still, call the ME director because ive been thrown into another class doing some design stuff which i dont really mind compared to robotics but i dont know more than one person in that class and i dont intend on making friends with the rest because i dont think it would be easy to communicate partly due to the fact that they are foreigners dont get me wrong i dont dislike them its just different frequency and i dont understand y isit so unfair that aaron meng and wx gets to be in the same class whereas im thrown into the furnace damn! they asked me to try opting over too i hope tt happens though like i said they are doing freakkin robotics but yea beats being in a class filled with funny( i wouldnt say weird cause its rude) people. There's problem with enrolling my IS module i have no idea y and im so planning to check too seems like everything is going in the wrong way and the whole system is screwed and i happen to be in this s*** to have to do everything myself through all the appropriate channels which is bad cause its damn troublesome. Tomorrow i'll probably wake up at 5+ ? and its Lester's birthday celebration and he expects me to be there but cal and i promised aloy to have mahjong so guess i just have to rush down and join him after hopefully not to drink for his 21st and that he wouldnt be mad at me. And theres so much coming to brood cause they are planning a trip to perth and im in a huge dilemma cause theres alot involving i really wana go but cash cal and last min is always bad worst part an answer in three days so we'll just see as it goes hopefully i can make it then at least theres something else to look forward to in june and i believe its gonna be a blast!
Oh fyi i just got my hair cut short so i dont look so messy i guess, as i did.

your deepest darkest secret hides in you, but it haunts you, eats you up slowly on the inside and the only right thing to do is to destroy it.

time now is 4:11 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

i found this in one of my folder and i think its freakkiinn funny ok he's my buddy please do not mock thanks. oh and i call this squashed bunny.

heart.

heart girl.

thats what all guys do when travelling up escalator ok just kidding.

i dont know y my hair ends up sticking out everywhere but i do know that i was forced to smile with my teeth on the above pic

shoes.

these few days have been mahjong madness cause ive been changing my daily routine to mahjong after midnight all the way till morning for the past few days. Didnt have time to do anything much lol though i finally played soccer after one zillion years im as tired as hell. im really happy that liverpool thrashed man u and rooney can eat his words. im hoping too that liverpool can win the FA cup and the Premier league and that i can find enough khakis for mahjong tmr and we could all have lots of fun and this post is a random post, goodbye.

time now is 12:29 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Just thinking back, remember when we have those little diaries that we keep with cartoons all over the covers, to have our friends jot down their particulars and information for instance their name address or whatever nots then we exchange here and there to have as many of our friends autographed on it. I was thinking about it and then one of the few columns strikes me. best friends gold friends silver friends copper friends i know its silly and that it might also sound quite girly but ya that was a long time ago whereby we grade or differentiate our friends. Now that we have all grown theres lesser and lesser categories in which we group them. for me its just buddies good friends and acquaintance, slowly your circle of friends would change, people coming in and going out of your life and thats when u can tell who's the one always there for u and know that they will always be there in times of good and bad. thats smth i wouldnt trade anything for. And we dont go around asking like eh m i your best friend or dont friend you, like kids any longer. we have a kind of understanding and compromise between each other knowing whats best and whats not and even if we dont we just do whatever we can and that suits perfectly fine, like when we keep our other half of biscuit in our lunch box to share it with our best friend during k2. in anyway im really happy to know that there are quite a few wonderful people around me and im thankful for that love u people!

com'on i need to get my bike license and dad please get a car for christ sake!!!!

time now is 5:26 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

and before you i was a dreamer and in reality i know im really fortunate to have you as my girl.

time now is 1:01 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
well i do knw its kinda late bt i havent been blogging lately cause im too lazy to even on my com at most times. Its been pretty much the same these days just maybe better with everything. So anyway back to the main topic hopefully everyone of you out there have gotten your big red packets! though mine has shrunk this year, erm yea i think its due to the recent bad economy. Fortunately i went over to roy's yesterday and won a little more to top it up. we played black jack, in between and afew other games. I dont usually gamble apart from cny cause its THE season, and i think its the same for everyone, hopefully we'll go for another round this weekend over jerry's. i love cny because i have sponsors for shopping yummmmm. i bought 3 pairs of cheap monday 1 creme boat shoe some Tees 2 Shirt alot of socks and briefs (for gambling) and im hapee. And after the long weekend i havent found the energy to wake up early this morning and so i pon school again and it sucks cause if i dont submit my mc im officially debarred wtf?! i cant wait for the upcoming 2 months break or is it? but that also means that the finals are coming and i dont knw sh*t again think it's time to mug seriously zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Lastly i need smth to do!!!! a job or smth becoz ive been slacking for way to longgggg and its time to make some use of my time if i have any left.

u make me wana rush down 3am in the morning to have you in my arms.

time now is 12:19 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

everyday's the same going through the motion. Nothing has changed, the biggest change is only in you and i dont know how to handle this anymore, i need u to take my hand hold it tight then whatever it is we'll see it through together like we always have, not now not like this not when you are something unfamiliar cause deep down i know u are mine and i know a way to figure u out.

time now is 6:03 PM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

someone once told me that we are connected to everyone or someone through god, it's like he's between everyone of us holding on to either sides of his hand connecting the other and the world and i do believe its true

time now is 2:17 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

Exams coming in two weeks time what a b**** totally not prepared, this semester is much more slack than the previous one though ive got three papers for my common test but as for my finals i have only two compared to four of my last half of the year that's good good news. anyway my aunt wants me to go to Philippines with her on the 8th to 12th but f*** that's my exam week wtf? she wants to 'hire' me to help her out there and im so stressed out contemplating whether to be medically absent from my papers but there are tons of factors to be considered cause if i do take the second paper it would be pretty much tougher i heard and like five days of mc i needa have a hell load of reasons to bomb before i pass and of course five days without cal. Yesterday met up with the guys ok not all of them but still finally most came we went to dempsey for EYES-CREME YAY then went over holland to slack. And i spent full day with cal today alone tt's pretty rare i would admit ok sorli. we watched body of lies at tamp its pretty good i think, its about terrorism and a scene of gruesome act of the lead's hand being smashed by a hammer it's acted by leonardo di caprio if i got tt name right mm.. thats abt all. Gotta rest early long day tmr, i hate mondays 8 - 5 school 7 - 9 swim die.

the world will turn its back on you, no one will be there to sympathize you everyone will walk away from you and none will remember you.

time now is 12:29 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

nothing much these days just been gng sentosa every week, gyming with daren and guys meeting cal, aloy, roy and gang. been busy and lazy to blog but whatever anyway im bored now. school work is piling up like cow dung and i cant catch up definitely damn saddening gotta start revision with cal. but the best part of everything is that i can finally drive legally since 2 weeks ago.

proud to say i'm 200 percent happy being with cal that's about all.

they say our brains reacts in splits of seconds when we send a signal to it, what if our hearts could only react just as fast and realize when receiving all the emotional hurt and prevent it from devastating us? we are all sand bags being thrown punches now and then till someday we burst from the inside that's hardly avoidable in most circumstances.

time now is 12:33 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

devour by the darkness once my eyelids close, for this humanity brings so much to fear. fear of losing and fading away. but when it opens bright lights poured into it filling every corners flooding it with so much pureness and white and there you are that angelic face standing there taking my attention off everything else and the rest goes forgotten.

miss so much that it aches, love so much that it tears.

time now is 1:05 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

absolute disco, chivas , vodka pear, vodka mango, jack daniel's black, braun buffel card holder, dickies bagpack, singlet, nudie black coated jeans, jack purcell grey, cookies

thanks for everything though i cant thank all of u in detail individually. but i love all the presents and celebrations thanks a million for making everything so wonderful and memorable. shall post the pictures soon!

time now is 4:20 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

ji wants a post for himself ok so here goes..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
end.

time now is 4:56 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

it's funny how people meet, people get hurt, people smile, people grief, people rejoice, people live, people die, people fell out of love, people fell in love.

today when i thought about experiencing in life i think its really important indeeeeed. cause they leave u wonderful memories someday when you look back you can laugh it off, cry or feel whatever memories it brings back. i have had some good some bad, some experienced some still experiencing. though i have yet to walk through the still many days and years ahead of me, i would say that i have tried things i want to try, do things i wana do. i have had embarrassing moments, fun times, sad times, confuse times, many other kinds of emotions mixed feelings and experiences. which drives me to my perspective of love. i once thought that i could never love as madly or as fiercely as i first did because i believed that its the spark that ignite and no matter how gentle or graceful the flame sway in the stillness of the dark it could never be as beautiful as it begun. but i was wrong because there is always someone out there for someone else and glad to say i have found her, though there have been ups and down but as a whole i would say im more than contented with whatever i have and not ask for more for there's no more that can be asked. just so you know you really

amaze me. thanks.

time now is 5:56 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

if i were to write a primary school composition with the title: my baby

i have a girlfriend her name is calista lye yan ling. she is twenty years old this year. her favourite color is lime-green and mine is red and blue there is no link but im just telling all of you. she is very fair because she dislikes the sun and sports. her likes are food and more food and disturbing me. she is jelly-like thats why i nicknamed her jelly but she is really thin. the reason why i love her is because she cares alot about me and she does everything to make me happy and feel loved. she's sweet like pancakes with extra honey like the one my mom bring me to have every sunday morning. she has big bright brown pair of eyes, everytime i look into it i see someone that i can never find that's why i think she's the best girl in the whole class.

like a hurricane you blown my mind away

time now is 3:38 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

it's not always rainbows and butterflies. Tell me about it.

time now is 3:09 AM

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.